Songs celebrate beating demons

Christchurch rapper Hunter Wilson, aka King Cass, performs his track Push It to the Limit from...
Christchurch rapper Hunter Wilson, aka King Cass, performs his track Push It to the Limit from the driver’s seat of an AC Cobra for his latest music video in Dunedin on Saturday. Photo: Christine O'Connor.
Methamphetamine addiction, depression, suicide — Christchurch rapper Hunter Wilson has been through it all.

But rather than give into the darkness, he hopes to shine a light on positivity.

Mr Wilson, who performs under the moniker King Cass, has spent about a week in Dunedin filming his latest music video Push It to the Limit.

His latest project, an album titled Open Minds, is taking aim at suicide and he hopes the dialogue will raise awareness and aid prevention.

"Most of the lyrics are quite uplifting, quite positive. Hidden messages about success and how to search for the light," he said.

Suicide prevention was a topic which was particularly personal to him.

"There was a traumatic event in my life when I was 9," he said.

"I found my mum gassing herself and I saved her life.

"That was a very traumatic event for me to deal with at age 9.

"Twice I found my mum trying to commit suicide. Both at 9. It was one after the other."

But his brushes with the tragedy of suicide were not over, as he twice attempted to take his own life.

Couple with a diagnosis of ADHD at 6, Mr Wilson’s life was anything but straightforward.

"I doubted myself and hated myself and didn’t know why I was here," he said.

However, he would not reach rock bottom until last year, when he suffered from psychosis triggered by methamphetamine use.‘‘I started to think about satanic stuff,’’ he said of the pain which caused him to turn his life around.

"It took me on a really, really wacky journey — like The Wizard of Oz. I was walking around for two days trying to find something.

"I was just lost."

He was dropped off at his mother’s house by police. He broke down and she told him she would take him to a doctor.

"I said, ‘Is that the way out?’ and she said, ‘If you want it to be’," Mr Hunter recalled.

He checked himself into rehab and fought off his demons.

"I learnt I need to love myself before I could give anyone else hope or love," he said.

"I found myself."

While there he also reconnected with his passion for music and found his voice.

What followed was a whirlwind of writing and recording, which had culminated in a series of music videos, such as the collaboration with Black Kat Studio which he was working on in Dunedin at the moment.

"It’s almost like I’m the living proof that you can beat your demons and find success," he said.

"If someone’s got a dream, just grasp it, and if you get that negative vibe, just remember you can turn that around."

Mr Hunter said he hoped his latest album would be completed by about the middle of  next year.

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